doormat of the world

who is the one who take it all
are we all destined to let mud collect on our backs
will we never shake of the dirt of evil
are we laying low because we are not playing by the rules of society
they walk on top of us because we do not fight by their standards
yet we will fight the truest fight when our day comes
and we will be victorious
to them we may be covered in their dirty tracks
but we know we are made clean in the blood that is shed on us
our door is not the door in which they want to walk
let them know that they are all welcome
for the dirt shall fall away and the clean will rise
and we shall all go on together
to praise the cleanliness in which we were meant to be

Not the Same

from Not The Same
by Ben Folds

you took the word
and made it heard
and eased the people's pain and for that
you were idolized, immortalized
you were not the same after that
walking tall, you'd bought it all
you were not the same after that
until someone died on the water slide
and you were not the same after that
you were not the same after that

A hole in my sock

Today I have a hole in the bottom of my pantyhose sock. I'm not sure how it got there, probably through wearing it. I noticed it while I was on my way out.

I didn't bother to change my sock, simply because it's still useful. I can't go about throwing everything way just because it has a small flaw can I? But then again, I can't keep everything either.

I think I shall wear this sock still until I cannot wear it any longer. That way I know it's done it's full service, and that I didn't just toss it away to the pile of refuse too soon.

A tough situation

Today I feel like I might have to embark on a very hard challenge. I just might have to do something that I really don't want to do for a little while so that things can be set right in the end. In fact, I might have to give up something that I really care about, and I'm not sure what to think about it all.

I just feel like I have to be willing to let things go, and I'm trusting that this is the right thing.

I just sucks though.

Grr.